So this is Goodbye???

I never thought I would be writing you this letter. There was a time when I thought our love would stand the test of time and nothing could come between us. Unfortunately, for this short time, the way things are now, we are no longer a positive influence in each other's life. We just make each other miserable instead of happy, and make life harder rather than easier. It is time to call it quits and go our separate ways.

I want you to know that I am not blaming you. I think we have both done everything we could and pursued every option available to try to keep this relationship together, but nothing has helped.

How many times have we said we have had enough and never wanted to see each other again, only to kiss and make up, then try again?

Well, someone has to be the one to say enough is enough and I am doing it now. This time I am not coming back.

I believe that parting now is the best thing for both of us. We still have our careers we can concentrate on and we both have our own families.

I realized all of this last night. When I have read all of the things that I shouldn't have seen in the first place. Yes, I am the one who is looking for something to ruin what we have. But yet I am also the one who's always looking for something for us to hold on to.

Everything inside of me keeps on asking why did I make this decision. Why did I want my life to be complicated as it is not before? 

Simply because this place, this LOVE, has once been my HEAVEN and forever be my HELL.

We still have happy memories from the past. We need to concentrate on making the present as happy as possible and try to keep a positive outlook on the future. I think a year from now we will both be doing so much better than we'll probably wonder why we hadn't ended the relationship sooner.

I want you to know I wish you all the best. You have a lot of great qualities that will serve you well in the future. Let's try to remember the good times, let go of our present miseries, and have the common sense to move on.

We loved each other well--for a time. A small part of my heart will always remember that love and remember happy times we had together, for there were many, yet for a short time.

------- YOU WILL BE MY FOREVER GREAT LOVE, MY FOREVER MISTAKE, MY FOREVER POGING LAMEG-----