One Friday Morning!

Yes, Indeed! It is Friday and a perfect time to regain whatever we had lost during the working days! So my friends and I decided to spend the whole day enjoying the beautiful sand and beach. Everything we need for relaxation and fun is already here. How great it is to be in this place where you can see families, lovers, group of people all spending their weekend in a very simple way. So come and take a peek on what we had for this whole fun day.

Fantastic view of Burj Al Arab!

Before taking a dip!!! 

The picture says it all!

We are really grateful of what we had experienced this day. How we laughed, teased each other, played with the waves, jumped to reach the sky. It was, INDEED, a well spent rest day for all of us!

Happy Friday! Good night!

Beach therapy for the UNWANTED ONES

It is certainly a good day for me. It must be Valentine's Day with hearts all over the sky but definitely no. This all happened last November 2 2014, my whole world became a fantasy that you will never think of going back to reality. A stolen day, stolen hours, stolen moments.

This is Mamzar Beach Park in Dubai. A private place that is so awesome for a quick getaway.Just 45 minutes away from the city.

Definitely a good place for unwinding and if you really want to step away to your so complicated life, better choose this place. I am really fond of outdoor activities. Whatever it may cost me, in time or in money, no doubt I will go for it. BUT THIS DAY IS DIFFERENT.

Yes, WE may not have enough money and time, but WE managed to be happy exactly the way we wanted our day to be. We have been through so much obstacles, it all came up to a perfectly unplanned plan. BUT As per him, IT IS ALL ABOUT THE JOURNEY, NOT THE DESTINATION.

Moments WE had was all that I can say truly a blessing in disguise. WE may be in a difficult situation where we need to do things that we don't really want to do. But hey, WE've JUST FELL IN LOVE AND WE COULD'NT HELP OURSELVES.

Despite all the circumstances that we may face after having fun this day, we are still in love. Chatting the whole day, enjoying the place, cherishing our single minute talking and talking on whats gonna happen next to both us. The Past, The present and The future. All in all, if we put it altogether, We could have been PERFECT. Though we are really not. 

At the End of this SUPERB day, we still need to knock on the door of reality. That behind all these smiles and laugh, all this tickling bites in our hearts, we still need to face whatever is written on the paper and be on the LEGAL side.

GOOD NIGHT!

(I WANTED TO POST ALL THE PICTURES BUT I NEED TO PROTECT HIM AND SO AM I. THANK YOU!)

Mother and Daughter's Love Story

“A mother’s love to her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity.”

-Agatha Christie

Being a woman is an advantage, maybe. But being a mother is the best thing I could ever be.

 I am 24 years old and a mother of one pretty three year old girl. Some of you might say that I gave birth in an early age. Some of you might insult me in your own secret way. By any chance, I would like to tell you my own story with me being pregnant with no particular plan. Then with this, it’s all up to you, how you will deliver your own respected opinion. It doesn’t matter.

I finished my studies holding a bachelor’s degree in Nursing. I am a registered nurse, active member of Red Cross Philippines, proud to be one of the PNA’s  (Philippines nursing association), got a job a month after the board exam, then resigned, then finally landed on a job from one of the biggest pharmaceutical back home. To summarize it all, I accomplished my entire task as a daughter before becoming a mother.

I have been to a long relationship, where you may all think, that I am crazy on just sticking into one and not to roam the whole country for another. Yes, once, I loved the father of my daughter. He has been what I dreamt of having for my whole lifetime on earth. But then, nothing is permanent. Nothing will ever last

.

Summer of 2010, when I’ve found out that I am pregnant. I am not really aware of it. We are both not yet ready of having a child. But to remove all of your wrong speculations, a day after we found out that I have a life inside my tummy, we announced it to both parties. My parents wanted me to get married, SOON. His parents, were also into this arrangement. But for me, life is too short to make another mistake. I am not really sure if I want to have the rest of my life with him anymore. So we followed what I want, not to get married and wait for the perfect time.

Then,  on December 2010, I gave birth to a beautiful angel sent from above. We named her VERNICE ISABEL LI FERNANDO. Bouncing baby girl. Mind you all, we both had a difficult time when I am delivering her. My life was on 50/50 and so was she. I stayed in the ICU for 2 days. And my precious angel for 7 days. But we made it! Through the Highest name Of God above. WE MADE IT!

Now, she’s already three years old. Like any other child, all she knows now is to play and play and play…

It is the unconditional love that a mother feels for her children that drives these feelings. It is hard to describe the feeling that a mom has towards her children. Most people don’t understand this LOVE unless they are mothers themselves.

So this is Goodbye???

I never thought I would be writing you this letter. There was a time when I thought our love would stand the test of time and nothing could come between us. Unfortunately, for this short time, the way things are now, we are no longer a positive influence in each other's life. We just make each other miserable instead of happy, and make life harder rather than easier. It is time to call it quits and go our separate ways.

I want you to know that I am not blaming you. I think we have both done everything we could and pursued every option available to try to keep this relationship together, but nothing has helped.

How many times have we said we have had enough and never wanted to see each other again, only to kiss and make up, then try again?

Well, someone has to be the one to say enough is enough and I am doing it now. This time I am not coming back.

I believe that parting now is the best thing for both of us. We still have our careers we can concentrate on and we both have our own families.

I realized all of this last night. When I have read all of the things that I shouldn't have seen in the first place. Yes, I am the one who is looking for something to ruin what we have. But yet I am also the one who's always looking for something for us to hold on to.

Everything inside of me keeps on asking why did I make this decision. Why did I want my life to be complicated as it is not before? 

Simply because this place, this LOVE, has once been my HEAVEN and forever be my HELL.

We still have happy memories from the past. We need to concentrate on making the present as happy as possible and try to keep a positive outlook on the future. I think a year from now we will both be doing so much better than we'll probably wonder why we hadn't ended the relationship sooner.

I want you to know I wish you all the best. You have a lot of great qualities that will serve you well in the future. Let's try to remember the good times, let go of our present miseries, and have the common sense to move on.

We loved each other well--for a time. A small part of my heart will always remember that love and remember happy times we had together, for there were many, yet for a short time.

------- YOU WILL BE MY FOREVER GREAT LOVE, MY FOREVER MISTAKE, MY FOREVER POGING LAMEG-----

02-06-11 gratias te amo to my main man!

Thank You

The sun sets
Upon the golden sand
We sit together
Hand in hand

We gently embrace
And look into each other's eyes
I wonder if you are
An angel in disguise

You hold me
Like there's no tomorrow
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow

I kiss your soft lips
And you kiss mine
I never knew
Loving someone could be this fine

You pick me up
And carry me to our room
Oh how a love can blossom
And a heart can bloom.

Your touch is so gentle
But your hands so strong
How could a love like this
Ever go wrong?

My heart is beating
200 times a minute
Because my love
You are in it

The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep in each other's arms
And wake to the morning light.

I look into your eyes
And this is when
I say "Thank You"
For teaching me to love again.

I LOVE YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY. :)

All about me...

wooohhh!!!

So I lost my other blog site and decided to create a new one.

Where will I start?

Just like any other simple conversation to a newly found friend.

Hi to all!

I am Ms. Toni Anne Francisco Li, 25 years old, a full grown woman with a very big dreams..
(I was 12years old when I started blogging but due to some reasons I cannot retrieve my account). I am a registered Nurse. Graduated on time and just in time when the Nursing field is no longer in demand to some countries. I am a mother of 2 year old baby girl. I am not yet married but very much in love with one of the perfect man in the world, the father of my daughter. My very handsome babe. I am based here in Dubai for almost a year already. the reason why I leave my country and family? Career growth, I guess. For the future of my life, my kid and my family. I am a woman of God. A Christian. I am a book lover (which i prefer to use the term addicted to books). I love pink, blue and yellow. I love cars and I love driving. I am not fond of beach and waters but I love to be in a place where I can reflect, which I can say is Beach! I sooo love sushi's and maki's. I love to eat but very concern on how will I look like after eating. I love to cook. It is my first love. And will be my forever love.

Welcome to my Humble page!

This will be my first blog this year! And I will create more and more...

Happy Blogging!